More recently I’m starting to view my life as a kind of Lift. We sometimes go up but mostly we go down. I think it’s the default setting, so unless we ourselves press the up arrow, life doesn’t really mount to anything.
Since this downward trend started, I’ve sat at times watching the numbers go down. I think a part of me just thought to let this happen as I can’t really do anything to stop it.
Well, I’ve been battling with doctors, consultants and at times myself to really quantify where my future lies. I’ve now stopped doing that. I’ve decided to not just press, but hammer the UP button.
It’s about time too.
kash, be strong. i am thinking of you.
By: sandra on March 24, 2009
at 4:22 pm